duhlaney

why do you always bring grief into our family.. you will regret your decisions later on in life and don’t cry to me when they bite you in the behind. but I’m not the one to be talking. I’m just like you in some ways and they aren’t the best ways. i just wish you could see what you are doing to your life, you are killing yourself everyday and thats hurts me soo much no one will ever know. i will always love you no matter what you do

guess who has a boyfriend………… its ridiculous. i don’t even know how to feel about you anymore. you make me feel soo stupid but yet i look at you and you are the stupid one.

everyone in between. you were never there for me. i didnt let you in but you never even tried. there is no one anymore to say anything to. i can’t wait for college to have people who are mature about things and will help me…..im not bad talking anyone thats just how i feel. take it however..

swimming is…..grrreat and superrr hard! i love getting into the water and not thinking about anything else but how many laps do i have to do? i do need tons more practice but im getting the hang of things:)and i love the people. well some anyway! it will take time.. 

thats my day……….just some goes unspoken!