this weekend.
im nervous because i dont know anyone but thats why im goin! i will have noo time for hw and im too tired to concentrate on anything right now……my dad is here because my mom didnt want me to be alone…
i miss him alottt. i dont knoe how to ever feel anything anymore. i cant let myself emotionally be attached to someone. i cant wait till im at college but ohh wait im going to acc because its cheaper…i need someone to be here for me and rifght now i have no oneeee. i just want someone to hug and be there for me but everytime i get that i throw it away….i hurt people.my family, my friends, the people i love soo much i break them.
goal for this year: noooo boyfriend. focus on school and friends! be positive:):)
