soo i hopped into the freezing pool this morning and taKE OFF and i feel like im a fish:) the water was soo smooth against my body and it felt soooo nice!! it was a good feeling…
i would really enjoy hanging out with anyone this weekend!! that would be nice too:) im sick of everyone being mean to others.. acceptance is the real power and looking down upon someone will make you the loser in the end. dont take anything for granted! and stop being depressed:) turn that frown upside down
:( nooo
:) yaaayy!!!!
btw i love to eat fish:)
why do you always bring grief into our family.. you will regret your decisions later on in life and don’t cry to me when they bite you in the behind. but I’m not the one to be talking. I’m just like you in some ways and they aren’t the best ways. i just wish you could see what you are doing to your life, you are killing yourself everyday and thats hurts me soo much no one will ever know. i will always love you no matter what you do
guess who has a boyfriend………… its ridiculous. i don’t even know how to feel about you anymore. you make me feel soo stupid but yet i look at you and you are the stupid one.
everyone in between. you were never there for me. i didnt let you in but you never even tried. there is no one anymore to say anything to. i can’t wait for college to have people who are mature about things and will help me…..im not bad talking anyone thats just how i feel. take it however..
swimming is…..grrreat and superrr hard! i love getting into the water and not thinking about anything else but how many laps do i have to do? i do need tons more practice but im getting the hang of things:)and i love the people. well some anyway! it will take time..
thats my day……….just some goes unspoken!
i wish i was a bird soo i could fly far, far away from here.. ~Forest Gump
my heart is broken..it will never heal correctly. theres noo one. never has been never will be. ive broken all of them..its all meeee
i need you
is a creepy sond coming from my window and i think its a creepy buggggg….. im soo freakin freakedddddddddddd. someone come over and kill it pleaseeeee!!!!
im nervous because i dont know anyone but thats why im goin! i will have noo time for hw and im too tired to concentrate on anything right now……my dad is here because my mom didnt want me to be alone…
i miss him alottt. i dont knoe how to ever feel anything anymore. i cant let myself emotionally be attached to someone. i cant wait till im at college but ohh wait im going to acc because its cheaper…i need someone to be here for me and rifght now i have no oneeee. i just want someone to hug and be there for me but everytime i get that i throw it away….i hurt people.my family, my friends, the people i love soo much i break them.
goal for this year: noooo boyfriend. focus on school and friends! be positive:):)
